Saturday, May 28, 2011

They took our jerbs!

It has been a long time since I've bloged, lots of exciting fun things have happened since then... among them, getting a job!! I took there jerb! It also pays really well (well at least from what I've been getting paid throughout my life). You might be asking "Wow, Cindy you haven't blogged in SO long, what makes you want to blog now?!" Well in an answer to your question. I feel weird. I'm not sad, I'm not bothered, just a little unsatisfied... ya know? The family drama I have going on has kind of gotten to me. Which bothers me because I really have better things to be doing/ enjoying. I feel as though when things are going good, I always find a "not" silver lining, to ruin my day... a cloud! that's it I always find the littlest cloud and let it rain on my entire day! What's wrong with me?! Is today just an off day or something? I'm desperately worried that if I don't cut it out Wyatt will decide he doesn't want to hang with me anymore. Two times in the last days he said that when I'm worried about something I'm not as fun... but it's hard not to be worried, ya know!? I have that cold feeling in the inside of me that no amount of blankets can get rid of.
Example #1- I'm STARVING, but I refuse to eat! If I do eat it has to be something I REALLY want. i don't know what that's all about. I've always been the type of person that will eat whatever is handed to me. usually but lately I'm a total food snob. oodly enough I'm not hungry anymore.
Maybe I feel disconected from the world, lonely I guess. I tried reaching out to my brothers last night and that was dissapointing... are they avoiding me?

Maybe. I wish I had sisters sometimes, they are so much easier to connect to. {I just saw on TV that pretty little liars are coming out!}{that makes me really happy}. Okay, lets talk about what has been new.
First off, I got a job. I got a job working at Utah College of Dental Hygiene. They called me last friday at like 9 am. and wanted to interview me. I was really excited about this because I thought that I could maybe get an "in" and do my schooling there {Yes, Dental Hygiene rocks}. I had my interview on Monday morning at nine am. It went really well, so well in fact that they called me later that day and offered me the job. Pretty awesome huh!I started working the next day. My coworker is prideful, rude and she was extremely pushy. So needless to say the first couple of days were interesting. Lots of power issues. However, I found myself handling it pretty well. I wanted really bad to be an honest hardworking employee, and that's what I tried hard to be. I wanted to start off being a nice person, and I feel like I did an excellent job at it. Needless to say, a lot of akward moments later they ended up firing her {thank heavens... it would have been a mess when jeanine left} although I have to say that I was sad about it, and was worried that it might have been my fault. They hired a new girl and left me working at 35 hours per week. The new girl they hired is REALLY nice and sweet I think we will be great together!
I also got offered jobs at Central Utah Clinic and Mountainland Head start.


ps. quote brought to you by south park :)

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