Saturday, January 1, 2011

Something missing?


Okay, so this post will be really little, but if I don't get it off my chest to anyone I think I might go crazy. So here goes, to my personal blog and any other people who may be reading this.
#1. I'm annoyed that Wyatt is the "Head of the household" or the "preside" in the family, he gets to call on people for prayer, conduct the family. right? Well normally this wouldn't bother me tremendously. But it bothers me that he gets all the bells and whistles without actually doing things. The only time we pray is when I remember we need to, but no I'm not allowed to have a fancy title. We haven't gone to the temple, not by any fault of my own, there have been plenty of times when I have suggested it, but no, I'm not important.
#2. Today in my Family Law class we talked about the bad things that would happen if Gay couples were allowed to get married -frankly I don't care, marriage isn't all it's cracked up to be- also, I see no benefits of which people speak of "taxes and what not"
#3. In our discussion someone brought up the importance of temples and how we might not have them around anymore. Everyone gasped. But me, really? I am just not fitting in around here. I am going to try and say this as nicely as possible, but I could care less if we had temples on the earth. The temple has done nothing but cause heartache and consuming thoughts for me. I see nothing happy or even great about them. They are extremely beautiful I'll give you that much, but seriously? I wouldn't care if I would have EVER gone through a temple again. funny, because some people who don't have temple recommends would give anything to go, but me I have a recommend and I think temples are nothing but trouble.

Heaven help me, because I do not want to be bitter the rest of my life.

xoxo
Chini

ps. maybe I'll look back at this in a year and have diff. feelings.


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